Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Indians are pariahs

I thought the first time I went there, the doctor was just a dick but I didn't think it was because he was Indian. Went back today, same place cos I needed an MC. The mother fucker didn't treat me or ask how I was feeling. He just sat there dumbly and waited for me to speak and then he just scolded me for being rude because I told him I feel really shitty today. He also brought in my parents which I think now I should have yelled at him for but I am a stupid wussy. I cried. Unfortunately I do not know how to cry in front of people to evoke sympathy so I cried for no fucking reason all alone in the car at the sheer horror of what I just went through but I did get my MC lah because the nurse asked me if I wanted one. Should have told her for the rest of the week though when she asked me for how many days but duh I am not bright enough.

And yes, I totally believe that both doctors that I encountered are the way they are because they are Indian and they think they're all that. Racist much? Yeah! I never ever in my life experienced such horrible doctors before. Sitting there all posh and thinking they're somebody because they earn 20k a month and their mothers tell them everyday that they're perfection in gods eyes. Idk how Indian women treat their men but it seems also like they have to compete with their mother's in law so I'm pretty sure they dote on their men too just to keep them interested because if not that asshole's just gonna run back to his mama.

Can you believe I saw the doctor for 5 minutes and for those 5 minutes he was scolding me for being not being as verbally correct as him because I told him I feel like shit. What the fuck. I don't get it. I really don't.

I felt judged both times I was at the clinic. The fucker looked at me like I was dirty yesterday and didn't even explain my illness to me even though I said I never had it before and I wasn't sure what it was. He just looked at me like I was stupid for asking him if there was anything else I needed. He didn't even say anything other than finish the antibiotics and hygiene and then looked at me like bitch I'm done fuck off please I have other people to see to. I thought ok, maybe I am an idiot and walked out like the pathetic cow I am.

Indian fucking male doctors. Who the fuck do you think you are? You are so nothing special. Sitting there thinking you're all that because you have a degree. Fuck you assholes. You made me cry. Probably nothing much to you cos you beat your wives every night cos you're drunk as fuck and need assert your alpha masculinity. You really are nothing more than a rubber plantation pariah with a shiny degree in a painted white room to present sterility when your fucking clinic is probably as gross as your Indian BO. Indians were brought to Africa to be slaves so think bout that, you're so low you scum of the earth that you were slaves to slaves, no need to act like you're better than everyone else.

I don't think I inherited my parents dislike of Indians because I used to think Indians were hot and as normal as everyone else. I know better now of course: they are nothing but disgusting. There is nothing more correct than calling an Indian a bloody Indian.

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